Wednesdays..... Kind of long since I blogged. Hopefully no one sees this anymore or maybe forget about this. Especially him maybe?? Honestly, I didn't expect myself to really pi tuai. YR is nice. Like really nice. Treasures me the most among everyone else. Isn't that what I want?? But after 5 days, its like thats not what I want. Or maybe I'm just rush. 5 days happened a lot of things. I got to know many truth. Being back stabbed by my class, being spread rumours/gossip with things that are not truth. Why live in the life that you don't wanna lead?? Don't I really have a charater de mah?? I feel like I'm losing myself. Somehow, to the extend that I really don't know what I want. Ace said, Jacelyn you like him back?? You pa jiao arh?? And obvious my answer is no. But deep down, its a yes. Joey said. Everything happen for a reason and with a reason. Follow your heart. But following my heart is risky. What if it affects you?? You're in the best class. I'm in the second worse class. Still, I don't have 100% faith that we can last. Or maybe not even 1% bah. Like an ox, never once I learnt my lesson. Nadiah told me. If you like xxx but you can't put YR down, then you should go for xxx because you really love him. I know who you like. An NA girl right?? I don't wanna make you not focus on your studies. Plus, I think you really like her. Though I really do love you. Maybe I'm just saying it too early le bah. But still, I do hope you don't get affected. Maybe timing is really everything?? Can get over this in a few months?? Somehow, I feel like I thought everything through. First time I really don't wanna get into a relationship. Although I like someone. Well, hopefully tomorrow will be better bah.

Wednesdays..... Feel so corrupted with my brain system. So stressed out!! Working like some weird bullet trains. Homework piling like mount everest. Bags heavy like turtle shells. Tv time gone like some wasting taps. Thats Sec 3 life. To be honest, I really really really wanna get into JC. But the cut-off point is like so freaking high!! Wanna work hard. But the problem is I don't even have time to finish my homework. Whats more to say when it comes to revision. Arh!!

Thursday..... Sian to the max arh!! Seriously starting to wake up later and later day by day lol. Arh!! Gonna turn to pig soon. Still, super excited for the upcoming trip to Thailand on next Wednesday. Muahaha!! First time flying to 2 countries in a year leh. Today super bored. Of all days you choose to stay at your aunt house. Okay. Info accepted. Wanted you to not go but you still go. Best part, never even tell me anything. When I'm going to Thailand, you say I unreasonable for making you sian for 7 days. Seriously, my problem?? Ask you don't go then you still wanna bu gao er bie. Kay la. Sui Bian Ni. Nothing to say. Speechless.

Friday..... Today we had sport's day!Hoots man! Anyway, felt that we played super well! So proud to be in 2-6! Damn I love you guys! Well, after all we are still classmates :) Everyone just wanting to help our class to bring glory. Then, after sports carnival we played truth or dare..... New members on the go hehe! Played with Dian, Audrey, Shuan, Dion and Razmir. Well, first time and I think it was quite a bond bah?? Anyways, we played kinect and rock climbing! First time I conquer my fear of heights leh! Still remembered that time de primary 3 camp. So damn epic. Haha! Anyways, we won 2nd in relay and 1st in basketball boys! Muahaha! Our class rox! Had lunch after that, with Titus, Brandon, Weixuan, Weiqiang, Shannath, Dan, Lorraine and Audrey. Muahaha! Had a good time I think?? Anyways, today no CCA! Yay! Haix..... Mr. Unknown having tuition at 5. Well, today can at least text him a little longer I think?? Hehe! Still as per usual, he ends at 7 and I start piano at 7. Nvm! Its okay! Mr.Unknown de studies more important hehe! Well, today why type to long leh?? Maybe I too bored le. Muahaha! Bye! :D

Hehe...! I'm back to my blogging habit! Muahaha! :D Anywayzz, haix so confuse lol :( Don't know what to do. I feel like our distance to SSSOOO FFFFFAAAARRR!! Didn't know what to do. Told him but I feel like he didn't take it as though its a problem. How to tell him leh?? IDK la... Its like I'm not free for him and his not free for me. Couldn't believe that we didn't text for almost 6 hours. Last time 6 minutes without any vibration generated by my or his phone, we both will go crazy. Somehow, I don't feel anything when it didn't vibrate. Its like I'm used to it and that's no good!! :(

~Don't know what to do know~ What happens when love hits rocks? What happens when we both quarreled? What happens when we gave up on each other? Is the only way to leave each other??

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